Got THE PROBLEM in MY COLLEGE and keep PLAY MUSIC with KREWELLA and someday i will go to TOMORROWLAND!

For how long ? Maybe almost two weeks..mmp..
NO!!! its more than two weeks..wow So long x.x
Ternyata cukup lama gk ngeupdate..nothing new but some i thing interesting. I got problem, so many problem..i drop about my college, i dont know what i have to do. Before i back to manado ( bedeway i'm home on kotamobagu and back again to manado) i get news on monday *yesterday we have uts. Ujian mid semester gitumlah buat para mahasiswa, dan sialnya gua gak masuk kuliah selama hampir 2 bulan. Untuk itu gua punya alsan tersndiri. Tapi kayakanya bukan waktu yang tepat untuk diceritain sekarang. Oke. and than, gua cerita deh ke mama gua pas malamnya sebelum gua berangkat kembali kemanado.
Sumpah itu hal yang paling berat banget buat gua ceritain, apalagi ke ortu gua, terlebih mama. Karna buat gua, ngakuin kejujuran terutama dihadepan mama gua adalah hal yang paling berat dan nyakittin buat gua. Because i really scared when she dissopointed or sad to me. Dan pada saat gua nyeritaan hal itu airmata gua ngalir aja kayak keran gitum. My mom look at me she's like "Oh magod, what happen with my daughter, why she cry, and what happen with her college and when she's comeback to manado" i thing she thingking about that, and the worst is i thing she will getting mad to me.
Diluar dugaan ternyata, dimalah nenagin gua, natap wajah gua, ngehapus air mata gua, trus ngomong pelan-pelan ke gua. WOW...diluar dugaan banget yah x.x and dia juga bilang bahwa gua harus kuat buat hal-hal kayak gni. Terlebih gua dimanado trus gak pnya siapa-siapa kan. Nah dia bilang buat kayak hal-hal macam gini, gua itu sedang diuji. Selama mama ngomong gua cmn bisa diam dan bengong aj. Gue berpikir "how much i'm lucky have the one among so many angels who been created by god, disaat gua terpuruk sekalipun dia mampu buat gua bangkit." gua udaah berpikir bahwa saat itu juga gua bakallan berhenti kuliah dan mencoba kerja. Dan apa reaksinya,,jengjengjeng...!!
.mmp bukannya mama gak ngedukung tapi dia lebih mementingkan agar gua bisa ngeselesain bangku kuliah gua. Padahal buat keadaanya yang skrng (keadaan keluarga gua ) jelas-jelas ekonomi saat ini lagi sekarat banget x.x gua tau karna gua ngerasain. Plus my mom a couple last this weeks almost getting sick. Tapi dia tetap aja maksain diri buat kerja, kalo ditanya kenapa gak papa gua aja, karna dia uga sakit, lebih buruk dari keadaan mama. Papa kena strooke. But he's always support me where ever my condition. Dan itu adalah suatu alasan (yang cukup masuk akal) buat gua berhenti kuliah dan memilh kerja sekarang. (Sumpah gua nulis ini sambil nangis, gak bohong deh) Tapi apa, mama gua teta aja ngedukung gua, emang orangnya keras keala banget dan gak bisa dibantah. Same with me, what can i say like father like him daughter and like mother like her only one girl and thats is her daughter. When i'am on manado *like's now* i still get text for them how always supporting me. Okey, event the worst i still can get the follow the UTS xD BAD NEWS I thing, dan maam gua cuman biang, " tetap semangat sayang, sabar yah, ini cman sebagian ujian kecil aja" dan ini semakin membuat gua gak kuat. Tapi apapun itu, i still will get it, demi mama papa gua. Hampir semua kemarahan gua,gua tumpahin disosmed (twitter gua) Cukup banyak respon, ada yg kurang seneng, ada yang coba hibur gua, tapi taulah gua..gua cuekkin tu semua. Dan coba ngalihin pikiran ke gua ke hal-hal yang lebih menarik.
AND GOTCHA!
I found new current on music, i mean on my music list! THEY ARE KREWELLA,
3 bersaudara. 2 girls and 1 boy, they created awesome song, dan gua langsung jatuh cinta ajj gitum sama lagu-lagu mereka. AND between all they song i almost favorite the one song, they new song! ENJOY THE RIDE. Kayaknya gua terhipnotis banget dengan lagu itu, haha! kerelah pokoknya. Dan gua mulai menyusuri performance mereka and then "SKAKMATCH" again!
TOMORROWLAND! belgium, first thing i can imagine is, that place is really amazing, and one day i will go to there and spending my time with all music they play! i thing it will amazing experience!!
Oh yeah,, i ombre my hair with BLUE colour!! Hahahahahaha...finally, dan itu bukan cat permanen, itu kayak hairspary gitu, trus bisa ilang kalo dicuci pake shampoo! Easy to use, and easy to eraser!
untuk beberapa waktu, i can forget some my poblem.
Thats my story for a couple two last weeks. Thankyou for anybody or anyone wo visited my blog and read it. Maybe just some or maybe nobody, but etlist i still write it but i'm not a writer..enjoy your life!